|Marjorie Ann Herndon Matthis|
She was not June Cleaver. But, I've come to realize that none of us are. June Cleaver is a myth. Only the Beaver and Wally had a mother like that. And that, after all, was on television. Marjorie Ann Herndon Matthis was, well--a handful. And she was my mother. And she loved her children very much.
She did some goofy things. She said some goofy things. She struggled to believe she had enough, that she was enough. She was largely unfiltered. We, who loved her often uttered the words, "I can't believe she said that." Yes, she was a handful. But she was our handful. She was not a perfect mother, nor was I a perfect daughter. Not even close.
She loved us the best she could. And it was enough.
She made us laugh with her stories of her youth.
She drove us all over creation when we were kids.
She defended us when we were in trouble.
She was president of the PTA.
She taught us to love and care for babies and
how to clean a house.
She welcomed friends and family to our home.
She shopped like there was no tomorrow.
She loved children and they her.
She loved drop in dinner guests.
She was a rabid Lakers fan.
She found countless people jobs.
She was the original neighborhood networker.
She was far better informed on world news than I will ever be.
She sang silly songs and came bearing quirky gifts.
She had a gift for staying in touch and spent hours on the phone with those she cared for.
She knew all her neighbors and all their kids.
She was, in retrospect, a bit of a neighborhood legend.
Marge was my mom.
A year later, her first great grandchild still mourns her...still has moments where she tears up because she misses her Nanny. There are moments when I think to call her and then I realize she is no longer a phone call away. And, I miss that. I miss her. She was a handful. No denying that. But now that she's gone, it is sweet comfort to remember all the good, all the laughter, all the love and all the joy.
It is now so easy to let go of all the things that seemed to loom so big back then. It is now so easy for me to let go of the sorrow and so sweet to hold to the good. So, today, I honor my Mom. I thank God for her because she gave me the opportunity to live this beautiful life. I am thankful for every gift she gave and every challenge she presented me with. But, most of all, I am thankful that she is finally at home and in perfect peace, celebrating this Mother's Day with the Mother she so loved, as well as with my Dad and with her sisters and friends who went before her. It is a grand celebration in Heaven today and that brings nothing but joy to my heart.
|Mom and I|